Continuing our interview with Renate Benedict about her family’s experiences in Nazi Germany at the start of the Holocaust.
Yesterday, when we left the story the Brownshirts had come in the early morning, destroyed the contents of the family home and taken Renate’s father – Walter – away. Her Mother was in Berlin at the time, arranging exit visas, but arrived home to take control …
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VL: So, your Mother came back from Berlin, found the house and its contents in ruins, and your father missing …
RB: That’s right. The very next day she called every person she could think of who would have the courage to step in and help us She contacted my father’s colleagues in Gotttingen and local carpenters and all the old servants who dared to come back – and for the next few weeks set about repairing as much of the damage as possible. What couldn’t be repaired was thrown away. There were huge oil paintings of her grandparents which ended up in the rubbish because they were hacked to pieces and were beyond hope – as was most of their Meissen collection. The furniture that could be mended was mended and then she set about arranging for two big containers to be delivered, so that it could all be shipped to the United States.
That, apparently, was where we were going.
VL: And what about your father? What had happened to him?
RB: We found out that my Father was in a prison in Gottingen. At the same time as repairing all the damage and arranging for us to leave, my Mother was also working at getting him out. This meant filling in endless forms for the Nazis, and every time she got her foot in the door of some official, she was handed another form to fill out and told to come back. Patiently, she went through all their hoops – doing everything they said. Everytime, she had to hand over more money to them and she paid whatever was asked of her. But time was fast running out. We were meant to leave the US in the middle of December and here it was already nearing the end of November …
While all this was going on, and my Mother was doing all the important things, my sister and I were staying with my friend Rutchen Seebohm, as we no longer had a bedroom, and every afternoon Annette would go to help my Mother. Later, the Seebohms had to have a sign on their door saying “Here live friends of Jews” – which was meant to be a great insult – and every day Fraü Seebohm had to go and be interrogated.
My sister and I did actually go back to school – but it was very shaming and embarrassing because no-one knew how to react to us – whether they should even speak to us. Most of my friends – quite understandably – were too afraid to show too much sympathy. They were protecting their own necks – and who can blame them?
Finally, the time came when my Mother had apparently managed to do everything that was required of her by the Nazis. She had the Visas, and had booked passage on a ship to take us all the United States – but still my father was in prison. All along, she had acted as if he were certain to be released – and then unexpectedly, she received an urgent message that she was to wait outside the Townhouse of Gottingen at exactly 5.30am, at the tiny side entrance.
She went, and stationed herself across from the entrance, at the edge of the forest, so that she would have a good view of the door – and waited. Half an hour went by, and still no husband, and then suddenly, the little door opened and my Father stepped out. He had a beard, and his clothes were crumpled and he looked like a bum – but when he saw my Mother, he practically skipped across the grass to her and graciously addressed her as “Leonore”. Her name was actually Annie, but she knew what he meant – it was a reference to Beethoven’s only opera - Fidelio – where Leonore rescues her lover from prison.
“We don’t have TIME for that, Walter” she said, “We have urgent appointments and you have to go to our friend Barsdorf and get cleaned up.”
VL: Ever the pragmatic one?! And shortly after that – you all left Germany?
RB: It was around about the 14th of December, I think. We had done everything, and the time had come to say our goodbyes. I had given my rabbit to Rutchen and our lamb to the milkman. We boarded the morning train for Bremerhaven. As the train pulled out, we looked out of the window – and there stood my WHOLE class, waving a final goodbye. Rutchen had told everyone and got them to come. And it was at that point that I went to pieces … But the really awful thing was that no-one came to say goodbye to my sister Annette – although we did spot our wonderful Nanny and a few others who had been brave enough to show up to see us off. It was moving. And so was the train …
VL: You escaped from Germany just in time, because your parents had seen the writing on the wall and – to be brutally honest – because, unlike millions of others, they had the money to buy their way out. But other members of your family weren’t so lucky, were they?
RB: No. I’m afraid not. Uncle Oscar – my Father’s brother – and his wife were put on a train for a concentration camp, but they never got there, because they were gassed on the train. Their son, who had been left in their Berlin apartment - put his head in the gas oven. Their daughter, Giselle, was in London at the time and she survived. Another brother – Maximilian – was sent to a concentration camp, but somehow my Father managed to get him out, too, and bring him to California – but not before he’d virtually lost both his thumbs to frostbite because of the conditions in the camp.
A third brother, Albert, was a doctor of medicine and worked in Nice, but we never knew what happened to him. He just vanished. We assume he was handed over to the Nazis by the Vichy government.
A fourth brother – George – he did better. He was a hero of the Great War and had lost his arm in it. He was allowed to live in our house in Hann Munden – probably he paid the Nazis off. We were, at that time, a very wealthy family …
VL: And once you got to California, your Father put what money he had left to good use, didn’t he?
RB: Yes he did. As well as his brother Maximilian, he also brought Giselle (the daughter of Oscar and his wife – who had been gassed on the train) to California. Then he rescued his sister Catherine and her husband and child and brought them over too. It all cost of course and in the end we had absolutely nothing left – the Nazis had it all.
We lived in a rented house in Glendale and my Father – speaking no English – made a living by selling silk stockings door to door while my Mother worked as a housekeeper – cleaning, cooking, that sort of thing. My sister and I were at school, which was hard because we had no English either. After a year my Mother’s health broke down completely and I had to do everything around the house for six months until she recovered. After that, we turned our home into a boarding house and took in three or four boys who worked in the aircraft factories … while my Father had started to help out in a local attorney’s office. In the evenings, after work, he went to night school and eventually, at the age of 54, he qualified as a Notary. He had his own office with the attorney, furnished with some of the beautiful furniture from our house in Hann Munden, that my Mother had had repaired. And he and the attorney became very successful …
VL: Your parents were quite extraordinary people – not unlike their daughter, in fact. Thank you for sharing you memories with us …
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The striking paintings used to illustrate Renate’s memories are the work of artist Aaron Morgan – whose website can be found HERE. Aaron says that in his ‘Holocaust Series’ he tried to portray the impact the Holocaust had on the Jewish people without graphically showing the ‘blood and guts’. The two images on this page are ‘Deportation’ (above) and ‘Remember me’ (right), based on what is probably the single most famous image of the Holocaust. Aaron very kindly gave us his permission to reproduce his work for Armistice Week.

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Comrades! Today Bookfox Kirsty is joined by an honoured guest indeed: actor Stephen Greif.
